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Sunday has ceased to be a Holy Day
I have a Goal Book now.  I've been spending all my alone time moping around and generally being a miserable human being.  Mum has been talking to me about the importance of setting goals for oneself, and at first I gave my tradional response: "Meh".  But I suppose I might as well give it a try.  So now I have a book listing a bunch of stuff that I have to/ want to do.  Now I guess I'll address some of these issues here in my LJ.  So here we go, down the list:

#4: Work on Stories

Not only do I have Rotting Paradise to attend to, but Nicole and I are redoing an old story we were writing together.  Currently titled 'Immortal Rebirth' it follows the story of a thief who gets her hands on a valuable book of prophecy and all the crazy 'ressurection of souls' stuff that follows.  Awesome characters, if I do say so myself.  I'll take you on a run-through to the best of my memory:

Aleia: A thief with a secret ability (muah, not telling) who gets her hands on a book of prophecy.  Thrown into spiritual turmoil WAY over her head.
Kurok:  NEW CHARACTER.  One of Aleia's theiving friends who hails from a distant land.  His role in the story is currently unknown.
Porbrue: A young boy with the power to change his shape.  Seemingly harmless, but there's more to him than meets the eye.
Visthil: Once the love of Monicura and an Immortal Guard, he vanished when Xair reappeared, leaving many suspicious as to his true nature.  Monicura now loathes him.
Xair: Brother to the Soul of Darkness, he followed his elder brother down the path of destruction.  No one knows what became of him.
???: Forgot his name.  The Soul of Darkness.  Having been killed and reborn for the second time, his current form isn't exactly what he expected...
Naimete: A hermit woman who lives alone in the forest.  Can read the secrets of the ancient texts, which makes her both valuable and dangerous.
Infantomi: Not much is known about him, but he appears to be a villanous character.  The Soul of Ice, he is destined to be the most powerful of them all.
Monicura: An Immortal Guard who once loved Visthil.  She swears vengance, but when it comes down to it, would she actually be able to kill the one she loved?
Dami: The second-in-command among the Immortal Guards, she is wise and cannot abide rash behaviour.
Ramu: The leader of the Immortal Guards, he is mysterious and able to see things that others cannot, such as into shapeshifting disguises.

Yeah, hope you guys will like it.

#5: Finish Pictures

Been making two WAY cool ninja characters for Yumi's new rp- Toramaruyo.  I'll post some pictures or the profiles or something when I'm done with them.  Also, I've been coloring a really old picture of our .hack characters having a picnic.  Koichi, I think you said your character had grey hair, but did you have any costume color ideas?  And Yumi, do you have a color scheme for your character also?  I need skin tones, markings...everything.  I also need Gavic's colors, while you're at it.  Thanks.

#6: Job-hunting

Didn't get the job at the GL Animal Hospital.  Pretty disappointed...but I guess I should have guessed as much.  I don't seem to have a place in the world...

#9: See Therapist

Well, I finally caved in and told mum I guess I wouldn't mind seeing a therapist.  Turns out she was ALREADY talking to one.  Great.  To be honest I'm not sure how I feel about this.  In the past I've not had very helpful therapists, and all I can do is hope that things will go better this time.  I'm not really looking forward to this, but I guess if it'll help me I gotta do it.  Blah.  We'll see how things go.

#10: See Doctor

Yeah, pretty shortly I'll be going into the doctor's for my menstrual problems.  I haven't ever heard of anyone getting any actual help for this, but we'll see what happens.

#15: Find a Way to Contact Jared

Last night I dreamt that I was a Roman Legionaire (sp?), and that a bunch of my friends were protesting the war and I had to slaughter them and hang up their mutilated bodies as a warning.  Don't worry guys, I didn't go through with it.  I found a way, with the help of a fellow soldier who reminded me weirdly of Jared, to get you guys to safety.

Anyway, when I woke up, I realized that I haven't had, and probably won't have, the chance to talk to/see Jared in quite a while.  He seemed like a pretty interesting person, and I was wondering if any of you had maybe a screenname or something I could contact him through.  It'd be a shame to just lose connections with him.

Yeah, that's about it.