Katrina Black ([info]ciambawildcat) wrote,
@ 2005-10-08 19:16:00
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Well, there originally was a suicide letter here, but I'm replacing it with one simple message:

I'm not going to die.

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[info]seitou_koichi
2005-10-09 12:03 am UTC (link)
Normal, you don't want to die. YOU DON'T WANT TO!!!! Do you really not want to feel happiness, not feel sadness, not feel love anymore? Do you want to miss the feeling of getting married, having children, and growing old with the people you hold dear to you? No, you don't, you want to live. You want little Normals and chris's running around, i want to see the wedding. You are the most creative person i know. You wrote your own play, you wanted to direct it, i wanted to be in it, including a few other people. Just don't kill yourself.

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[info]wilted_death
2005-10-09 02:26 am UTC (link)
Emily, if you need anything right now, my house is always open. I don't want you to suffer. I love you too dearly. You're one of my closest friends. Please take care of yourself.

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[info]songwthoutwords
2005-10-09 03:26 am UTC (link)
Fuckshit.

No.

This is all wrong. This is not what life is supposed to be like. It's all some big, messed up thing, but in the end it's beautiful. I figured it all out once. Why life sucks. It's cuz, if life didn't suck, we wouldn't know what happiness was. If you're happy all the time, happiness doesn't mean shit. That's why life sucks. Because that shiny white heaven in the clouds doesn't exist. It can't. We can't be happy all the time. So life has to suck sometimes so that when life is beautiful we truly understand that it is beautiful and that happiness is an infinitely greater happiness than any fluffy white paradise could ever be.
I know people don't believe me when I say this, but I hope they can at least have faith in it: Everything will be okay.
Everything will be okay.

Everything will be okay.

I have faith that, at some point, we all will truly be glad we ever existed. Some day, you'll wake up, and even if all the bills aren't paid or I don't know. Even if there's something wrong, you're going to wake up one day and be happy you're alive.
You just have to hold in there and get through the tough parts.



After all, you and Chris need to come visit Fuzake and I in Iceland one day...





So, um... yeah.... call me if you ever need me... I am listening guy who listens to everyone's problems and gives them whatever comfort he can. *nods* Ish my job.

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